A devastating dream For Me

I really dont know what to do.
Why did the dream come this way??
I wanted Michael to come into my dream, but if it always comes this way.
I will prefer him not to appear..
I cried when I woke up from my nap..
Here goes...


It was all a normal day when I was surfing the net.
I somehow met someone on the net so familiar I had to talk to him.
And I realised and somehow managed to confirm it was dear Michael..
Like what I would do if I knew he was alive, I requested for him to meet up with me somewhere no one would find out.
I felt like I was the luckiest person on earth !
I arrived at the destination punctually, and I waited..
I waited and waited,
waited and waited,
waited and waited for 2 whole days as far I as can remember.
I called him but no answer and no response (I manage to get his number.)
So eventually, I went back and saw him online on the website where we met.
This was the conversation...

Cherie: Why didn't you come?
Michael: Sorry Cherie, Please do not look for me anymore. Please do inform my other dearest and beloved fans to do the same.
Cherie: But why? Even if you are still alive, no one will blame you, you do know we are all very concern...
Michael: Sorry, just don't look for my anymore, I'm very fine and happy now. I really am.
Cherie: Michael...
Michael: Farewell, my dearest.
Cherie: Michael !!!

After that day, I realised that the world changed.
People ALL around me started loving Michael to the max, coming from the most unexpected people in my life.
Vodka and I were crying in my dream and Shin and another friend of ours were consoling us..

Then I woke up.
Then I cried for real.
Thinking about it makes myself real sad.
I don't really share my MJ dreams.
But I want to share this with all of you.

I really wish this will not happen in real life.
* very upset*

*hugs*

But I really dont think I want to leave him alone and not look for him.
I want to be by him.
And I feel WE all do.

I will definitely cry too, if i had the same dream as you.. we will miss, love and remember him forever.. Thanks for sharing with us.

*hugs* michael loves us and we all love him..

trinixdeangelov wrote:

lovethatAngel wrote:

*hugs*

But I really dont think I want to leave him alone and not look for him.
I want to be by him.
And I feel WE all do.

I think Michael's "don't look for me anymore" meant don't look for him in a physical sense, in relation to those death hoaxes of him. Maybe Michael's really saying tt he's really gone & it's not a hoax.

probably..

Star wrote:

trinixdeangelov wrote:

lovethatAngel wrote:

*hugs*

But I really dont think I want to leave him alone and not look for him.
I want to be by him.
And I feel WE all do.

I think Michael's "don't look for me anymore" meant don't look for him in a physical sense, in relation to those death hoaxes of him. Maybe Michael's really saying tt he's really gone & it's not a hoax.

probably..

It's hard but we've got to be happy for him *hugs*

*hugs* yes.. as long as he is happy.. but his poor children..

Yeah...
I just love him so much...

May god bless the 3 kids.

Aww... It was a saddening dream instead. *hugs*
But well... dreams are not real (even though they may seem real). Its just our sub-conscious mind that took over in our sleep.
No matter what, I'm sure Michael wants us to move on. I have had dreams of him too these days, but I had forgotten what it was. But one thing I know was that one night, two Michael ez-card stickers which I had hung under a shelf of my double-decker bed started moving and making "thud thud" sounds. I was curious and looked at it, but brushing silly thoughts away as it was probably the wind from the fan that causes the effect.
But during the 2nd night, it started shaking vigorously. I went out to look at my clock and realized it was 12.am sharp.

It probably meant nothing, but just weird that the thing shook at exactly 12 midnight...(Like an alarm clock. LOL)

But I'm sure Michael doesn't have the intention to haunt us. hehee... Michael loves all his fans and wants us to move on regardless of where he is.

Hahahahaha..
The thing about the stickers are kinda funny